Feelings

Today I am almost 18 months clean
Today I feel alone
Today I feel content
Today I feel happy to be in my own skin
Today I feel unhappy in my intimate life
Today I feel happy being with my kids
Today I feel happy being with me
Today I can be ok with being with me
Today I feel like I will be ok
Today I feel my marriage is not what I thought it was when I was high
Today I need more from him
Today he can’t give me that
Today I can be ok with that